life is rather .... lousy . like how my mom forgot where she put my ic . shes not even 40 and she have bad memory . blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ! i think i gonna die early ( which i hope that happen ) as my granddad have stroke , high blood pressure , diabetes and ... i forgot the last one . i eat lots of sugar and salt content food . i NEVER eat vegetables except seaweed . i eat fruits like once in a month or afew months . besides all this , i drink alot . hmm lets see what are some effects on drinking

- loss of brain cells

- liver failure

- stomach bleeding from the lining getting irritated

- high blood pressure

- nerve damage

- heart problems

- epilepsy

ah well . i live for today . never look forward for tomorrow . may i die at age 25 just like i planned . so i don't have to worry about my future and spend every cent and live life to the fullest . hahaha ! no , i'm serious .

about last post , i'm just joking , flood me all you like ! i don't mind :)